ok so school's not fun. physics, my teacher has a problem with Star Wars, and math, ewww seriously, nough said. anyway. in a huge fight with a lot of people right now. my best friend was being a bitch for, quite a while, and letting a boy (considerably older than she) control her life. It was getting ridiculous, and i couldn't take keep secrets for her anymore. so i guess you could say one thing led to another, and she got in trouble. and now she hates me. which, wow, go figure. no surprised by that, but the thing is, she's still begin a bitch about this, she even told her precious little boyfriend that she has no plans of ever trying or makign any effort to fix anything with me. so i guess im at the point of no return. yes, i still have friends, that's not the point. the point is she was my best friend, like a sister to me. and as soon as she gets in trouble, instead of being a normal person!!! and being slightly sorry for what she did or even just being upset, she starts talking shit on me, like right away. so now everyone she hangs out with, conveniently hates me. and i don't like when people hate me. so her little boyfriend is up my ass now pissing me off, and so is my "boyfriend." cause my boyfriend, and my ex-best friends boyfriend are like best friends, well they used to be at least, until this happened.now my boyfriend's friend is being an asshole, and doesn't want him takling to me, but he wants to, but i told him that he needs to fix things with his best friend before he worries about anything with me. so he is. i guess. so this is depressing. i don't even have him anymore to talk to....
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worried
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